Monthly Archives: January 2011

Taking Transformation

After over a decade of teaching an Arts and Culture class at Abilene Christian University, you’d think I’d have it figured out by now.  Truth is, I’m in my annual panic.

It’s a bit of ritual, to emerge from the daily privilege of family, work, and more work, to raise my head and try to get a bird’s eye view of what’s happening in our world.   It’s always stunning, but this year’s process has been a little unsettling.  Maybe it’s the transition from paid ministry to free-lance whatever, but what’s clear to me this time around is that my views on the relationship of culture, art, Christ, and the church are in a state of deep flux.  New information on brain studies, the rise of social justice and globalization, my personal dive into the poetry of Csezlaw Milosz, reflections on three years of professional ministry in a local church setting, and my lack of creative writing for those same three years…all of this converges to create new questions, new dilemmas, new challenges, and new calls to work.

As I think about being twenty-something years old in today’s world (both my kids), as these students will be, I wonder what I’d want to hear.    What are the stories they are telling themselves about their experience, their faith, their world, their relationships, and their hopes?  What do they think reality is?  What do understand of how their inner lives are impacted by the sensory input hammering on them hour by hour every day?  What do I understand of that?  How does “story” get filtered by reason and imagination, so that we can “handle” whatever’s coming at us?   What in the world does the Matthew-Mark-Luke-John Christ have to say to a media-saturated, media-mediated culture where every day offers a kaleidoscope of choices on moral, ethical, and aesthetic possibilities?   The “slings and arrows of outrageous fortune” are coming constantly, whizzing in, arcing toward those regions that lay between spirit and soul where the Spirit of God does his best work.  Question is, is he the only surgeon at work in there?

Christ and culture: it’s an old question.  Assimilate?  Separate?  Confront?  Transform?  How about, hang on for dear life?   Some days it feels like that’s the best anyone can do.

But see, brain-o’-mine, I’m on to you now.  They say you have a negative bias, so don’t think I’m going to roll over and let you get away with dumping your crap at my house.  The “I” behind all that activity of yours is the story-teller, and I’m structuring along a different line.   Hang on if you want, but I’m taking transformation.   Change the world.   Change the cheerleader.   Hmmm.  When I first typed that, I was making a joke (Heroes).  But now, I think I’ll take it.

I know some of what I think.    Time to discover some more.

As for the students in my class, I can’t wait to hear the stories they’re telling.

Protagonists pushing back the dark, all of them…

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The Ten Great Blessings

On New Year’s Eve, I glanced over an email from Bill Hybels, the Senior Pastor at Willow Creek Community Church, in which he encouraged everyone to take time to count their blessings.  He told the story of his own family, of their New Year’s Eve tradition (if I’m getting this right) of sharing ten great blessings from the year.   I didn’t really think about it much at the time, but then when it came time for our family tradition, which is a rather loose process of sharing some goals for the year, the “great blessing” exercise seemed like a good thing to do.  While I won’t go into the details of all ours, there were some important themes that emerged, worth remembering.

  1. Family – Where would I be without these other fantastic people in my life?
  2. Friends – Each of us had at least one non-family friend that was making a huge difference, rocking our world.
  3. Opportunities Past – 2010 had travel, auditions, passages, and new beginnings.  Things didn’t work out exactly as we saw them, but there’s a trail of good.
  4. Opportunities Future -  There are no guarantees, but for the moment, doors are wide open all around.
  5. Health – There were challenges, some of which is unavoidable–we’re getting older–but by and large, miraculously, we all motor around in decent shape.
  6. Community – The ensembles (church, co-workers, classmates) that surrounded us in 2010 shored us up, challenged us, kept us sane and on fairly straight if not always narrow paths.
  7. Generosity – God’s grace to us has been echoed in many daily interactions in both giving and receiving, and it’s plain that we are mere vessels of his bounty and gifts, supernatural ones included.
  8. Inspiration – Somehow God is teaching to see possibility and hope in each other, in our journeys, and in the journeys of so many people around us.
  9. Beauty – Whether poetry, music, autumn, or performance, beauty made a big difference this year.   Thank God for eyes to see and ears to hear.
  10. Life – As we say in my house, it’s all grace.  All of it.  Every inch, every breath, and we cherish it, refuse to take it for granted, and by the grace of God hope to seed, nurture, and cultivate more.

Oh, yeah, one more.

  1. Scones

That last one’s just mine, but I’m thankful for the small things.

Lest you think I’m a gauzy-eyed positive thinker out of touch with reality, I could  make a powerful list of the Top One Hundred Crappy Things That Happened.   But who wants to dwell on that?   Studies show that those kinds of lists bake no bread, seed nothing but foul crops, and generally wreck the hell out of days.   I’d just as soon not have 2011 be full of wrecked days.   Anybody want to write a song lauding the  benefits of counting your crap, naming them one by one?

Not me.

So maybe there’s some spin to the list.  But…no.  Those are the things that make our hearts swell in love when we stop and look at each other in the eye.   And that rising swell of emotion is evidence that the mental and spiritual effort required to tell the story of God’s goodness in the face of hard days, tragedies, and the ever-pressing entropy that would tear our lives apart is worth every bit of the struggle.

Telling the story of God’s grace and goodness is a mountain to climb.

Rope up for the New Year.   Find one toe-hold and begin.

Name your blessings in the presence of those with whom you share them.

And don’t forget….

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Beginnings

The air is different, surprisingly so.   Untethered, I wait for instructions.   Czeslaw Milosz meets me each morning in his collected poems, instructing me on what it means to see.   The psalmist tells me that plans come to nothing on the day we die, and that those who trust in the Lord are blessed.   George MacDonald’s words remind me that humans can create monstrous ideas about who and what God is, and that simple love, care, and concern manifest in human life are often better incarnations of the divine than the highest monarchical theologies.

My family spent an hour on January 1st recounting the blessings of 2010.   Tears flowed freely as we shared our thanks–to each other and to God.   We spoke of small things and great things, accomplishments and gifts, the mundane and the holy.  From time spent in various parts of the world, to daily comforts, to relationships that continue to surprise us with their power and depth, to the hope of all future things.

And we talked of 2011.  What is coming?  Who can tell, but each day is an opportunity.  All of us audition for shots at meaning and happiness, seeking roles to play that fit only us.   As I read back through “Getting Things Done”, I know GTD will not determine what meaning and purpose we bring to our hours.   Human life must be expressed, incarnated, ideas and dreams and potentials enfleshed, and it is not as simple as goal-setting and first steps getting done.   Yet, action is forever, and plans are needed, commitment determines all, and freedom is framed with discipline and work.   We make the world again in 2011, and we do it in the name of the Christ, that first Maker of all things.

Writing begins.  It’s been three years since I sat so open in front of my computer.  As Annie Dillard says, no one cares, really, whether I write or not, and if I were to die today, the world would roll on, and the great sea of time would bring in the tide and my footsteps and ink marks and notes from yesteryear’s journals would be washed away into that nothing the psalmist was telling me about this morning.   But the faith is that somehow God takes those small marks and guides them here and there, and they land in singular lives and hearts that only he knows about, that only he understands.   And those small marks make more marks, other marks, eternal marks, and so the world and history is written.

So let beginnings come.  Let them begin now.  Not tomorrow, but today.   This is the day my Father has made.   I will rejoice and be glad in it.

I will…

 

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