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Making Sense and Nonsense: A Conversation at Vermillion

Last night I was privileged to hang out with my friend and collage artist extraordinaire Marty Gordon.   We decided to take in a conversation of seeming epic proportion at a Capitol Hill art gallery gathering place called Vermillion, where a man named John Boylan was hosting a artist-dense conversation on the notion of making sense in a world of increasing craziness and “new norms.”    Boylan has been leading these kinds of conversations for well over a decade, and the back room of the Vermillion was packed with folks of all ages, most of whom were artists of some kind.  There were painters and teachers and non-practitioners, the common thread being the conviction that artists had a role to play in helping the world make sense of reality.

It began with politics and a bit of education on the history of art regarding surrealism and dadaism as attempts to forgo making sense in the cultural landscape that was WWI.   The conversation careened around the room with lots of folks willing to pitch in.   Machine noises (refrigeration units?) would kick on occasionally, making hearing difficult, but I supposed we kept trying to hear because we wanted so much to make sense of things.   There was the much-agreed-upon craziness of the right (they’re driving an anti-intellectual mood just now), the ongoing pitch of Eastern mysticism as a means to non-violence (think Ghandi and TM), and the very sane idea that artists should be working in the communities of which they are a part, embedded among the people they serve.    The artist as hero didn’t get much traction, but one articulate painter called into question the whole Modernist notion of the artist as solitary vision meister or revolutionary.  That’s over, he said.   Television is in some sense the Surrealism of today, and the politics we are living in is just “lies, lies, and more lies.”

I didn’t say much, save for a comment at the end about our increasing discomfort with the discovery that our romantic notions of peacefully coexisting “senses” (read “conclusions”) will only go so far.   People really do come to different narrative conclusions–they tell the story differently.   And different readings of reality really do matter when it comes to street-level living.   The narratives of human enterprise, human community, human consumption and production, human sexuality…the stories being told by differing groups can sometimes co-exist peacefully together, and sometimes not, depending on which story we’re talking about, and just where power lies.

Ghandi and Buddha both got nods as having good ideas.   No one spoke of the Christ, and the disdain for what seemed to be the only public face of Jesus in this discussion was evident and strong.

Marty and I left the meeting a bit unsure of what to make of it.  Passionate, intelligent conversation that left me more bewildered than inspired.   Artists are sensitive folks with huge hearts, with radars that instinctively lean in a Jesus-like direction: solidarity with the poor and the less privileged.  I kept thinking of Walter Brueggemann’s idea that the prophet has to make two moves: 1) bring the critical voice to the ruling falseness of the day, and 2) energize the community through a renewed vision of the real.   These artists really want to live as prophets.  But to do that, you have to first make sense of what reality is.

And the basic human problem is this, and we’ve been struggling with it since the beginning:  how do you make sense of what is obviously so much more than we can wrap our heads and hearts around?  We used to struggle with just a few narratives.  Now there are thousands.   “Sense” must be made even though our knowledge and understanding has limits, and eventually we must all turn to faith in something we cannot see.   For that is our design.   And since for so many, God is long dead and gone, where does our design for faith turn?

The leap to faith (even if not in God, but in something else) will always seem to be nonsense to many.

This is not an easy world we live in…

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The iPad Dilemma – Brilliant Distraction

So I love my iPad, and wonder if I should give it away.

I’ve rejected that option, so I’ve got to come at the management of the onslaught of information (really terrific and entertaining information) in a new way.  Between Flipboard’s visual delivery of Twitter and Facebook feeds, not to mention the curated brilliance of sites like Brainpickings, The Cool Hunter, and Psychology Today’s Positive Psychology site (not to mention art that goes on forever), I’m usually in a sort of state that reminds me of a friend’s comment after consuming a very big bowl of macha.  Of the caffeine’s impact on her she remarked, “My eyeballs were literally trembling.”

Well, my spiritual eyeballs are trembling, and my philosophical and theological heart is beating pretty hard with the assault of a world gone crazy and beautiful all at the same time.

How can you resist the brilliance of all the gorgeous images?  The World We Live In is enough to push anybody into immediate, drop jawed praise.  How about the constant smartness (and stupidity, granted) of writers on both sides of the political aisle, not to mention the dazzle of the Twitterverse’s constant critique of…well, everything.  Read, look, read, look, read, look.   If thinking gets stuck in there somewhere, all the better.   But be ready to revise your thinking because more information is on the way!

Come on people, we’re not synthesizing all this, surely.   Well, maybe you are.

So help me out.   Give me your best shot at what you’re doing to limit the onslaught.   And I’m happy to be made fun of for jumping into the stream with both feet (as in, I told you so…), but what I’m more interested in are the practical strategies you’re actually using.

I’m excited to be on the ride that is our post postmodern, digital rocketship (burning intellectually green fuel, surely), but man, I’m thinking I need a slow stroll in the park with some poetry.

But can I live with what I’d miss?

You tell me…

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Trolling the Newsfeed, Choosing This Day…

What are we doing, texting these little updates?

When my friend Carlos Nakar first told me about Twitter, I could not imagine anyone being interested to know I was, say, at Belle Pastry with my friend Jeffrey Crouch (for what is no doubt a God-ordained croissant–scrumptious), or in hearing my 140 character rumination on our conversation.    Famous people might be interesing, maybe—though why we’re fascinated with their politics and peccadilloes, I’m not sure—but we smaller folk?  What did Mark Zuckerberg know about us that we’re still all finding out?  That we want to know we’ve been here?  That a moment needs validation?  That minute details of quirky living provide opportunities for a sense of connection, and in this lonely world of ours, who cares if the connection is illusory or not?  That in a postmodern world where reality is defined by the stories we tell ourselves, those same stories need their framings affirmed by “like” clicks (there’s a place to “like” this post at the bottom of the page), those upward thumbs providing low-level shots of dopamine surges, and in this fog, we’ll take all the dopamine we can get?

Just now in my Facebook newsfeed: a brief treatise on American freedom chastising us for our misuse of said freedom; a film trailer featuring an actor friend of mine; a call for prayers for an accident of a motorcycle accident; scattered happy birthday wishes; a promo for a music gig in Plano, TX; a random quote about Capt’n Jack and Davy Jones’ locker; a celebration of the discovery of a French Market somewhere in England, and the savoring of crepes and tartiflette; a report of someone arriving at the hospital for a bone marrow aspirate and spinal tap in relation to an ongoing battle with leukemia; excitement about the beginning of the cross country season; a lament about a body’s breaking down, metaphorically comparing it to an old broken engine; lots and lots of people making new friends, 4 and 6 and 10 at a time; joy over children, Fridays, school ending, and sleep; software giveaways, blog posts (like this one), and lots of people liking lots of disparate things (Harry Potter, Blue Scholars, and PaperBackSwap).  And then, of course, there are all those photos and videos, friends pointing to things around the web, spreading laughter and concern, often prodding us to stop wasting time, to do something good in the world, adding responsibility and guilt to our already overcrowded plate.

It’s chatter, really.  Amazing chatter, being, as it is, about far more than the weather. (Though the weather’s been pretty important lately—the newsfeed was really hopping earlier in the week as tornadoes threatened the Dallas Metroplex: IT’S HEADED OUR WAY!)

Twitter, Facebook, and other social networks allow us to turn our attention, at any given moment, to a membrane of experience.   Surfing, turns out, is a great metaphor; we skim along, having a great time riding the waves as they crash to shore.  The worldwide “trending” Twitter feed is nuts as is zips by on Tweetdeck faster than you can read it.    But didn’t we know this already?  Didn’t we know, intellectually at least, that life was traveling this fast, with this density, that the combined, running-in-parallel thought-life of 300 million people (let’s leave it at the U.S. for the moment) is out there, just waiting to inspire and overwhelm?  And surely it would be amazing to silde our minds onto that membrane, drenching them in that oh-so-wet, oh-so-visceral experience, wouldn’t it?  What knowledge!  What wisdom!  What sensation!

Stealing a bit from Dallas Willard, this whole enterprise reminds me of the basics of mental life.  In our unseen consciousness, thoughts, ideas, and images offer themselves, a la the inner newsfeed, and we scan, deciding to “like” or “dislike”, choosing to download and watch, or giving the thought a pass.  Constantly, we are the targets of attempts to steer our attention toward someone’s idea of an argued good.   But with the twitterverse, what was once a private process has exploded into physical form.  A jumble of near infinite possible plot points for the stories we are telling are everywhere, and we are editors, writers, and audience, all at once.

As my friend Mike mentioned in a comment on How to Follow Your Heart (given that you can find it first), it becomes about choice.  And in real terms, to choose one thing is to choose something of an exclusive path.   To choose one thing is to not choose another.  To choose one thing is to close down possibilities.   New ones open, surely, but to say yes is to say no.   And, I will argue, those yeses and nos are game-changers, life-changers—change agents that will impact our great-grandchildren.

I often come to my morning time with God with a low-level panic about how to manage the online storm of well-meaning hawkers (of which I am one).  Prayer requests, career connections, family and friends all tweeting and facebooking, looking to you for response, for engagement, for your time and attention: what are we doing, texting all these updates?  What is being done to us, receiving them all?  What does it mean that we engage as tennis players having forehand rallies one-on-a-thousand?

Has the injunction to “get wisdom, though it cost all you have” ever been more urgent?  How about “Trust in the Lord with all your heart; lean not on your own understanding?”  Or “Guard your heart, for it is the well-spring of life?

A long time ago, God set before the Jews a very simple idea.  We choose life and death as we choose to follow Him or not.   He also said his life wasn’t too hard for us, that the commands and the heart that gave them were near.  Paul later says we won’t get more than we can handle, that the Spirit will help to face it all.

Watch, click, download, consider, serve, shutdown.

All the while, choosing this day whom you will serve…

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Desecrating Beauty

I came across a long article entitled “Beauty and Desecration” by Roger Scruton, in which beauty is championed, defended against what Scruton calls its desecration at the hands of modern and post-modern artists who believe that art is primarily disruptor, disturber, and provoker.  He cites as evidence a Mozart opera produced in Berlin back in the summer of 2007, Die Entfuhrung aus dem Serail, in which the director worked directly against the ideas of disinterested love explicit in both the story and the music by relocating the scene to a Berlin brothel in which sexual acts and torturous violence are set against what he calls “tender music.”

That is an example of something familiar in every aspect of our contemporary culture. It is not merely that artists, directors, musicians, and others connected with the arts are in flight from beauty. Wherever beauty lies in wait for us, there arises a desire to preempt its appeal, to smother it with scenes of destruction. Hence the many works of contemporary art that rely on shocks administered to our failing faith in human nature—such as the crucifix pickled in urine by Andres Serrano. Hence the scenes of cannibalism, dismemberment, and meaningless pain with which contemporary cinema abounds, with directors like Quentin Tarantino having little else in their emotional repertories. Hence the invasion of pop music by rap, whose words and rhythms speak of unremitting violence, and which rejects melody, harmony, and every other device that might make a bridge to the old world of song. And hence the music video, which has become an art form in itself and is often devoted to concentrating into the time span of a pop song some startling new account of moral chaos.

I know what Scruton means, and while I can’t quite go as far as he does (I like lots of music video), I love this article for the way he describes the moments of beauty that come at us in regular life.  He describes what he means by the sudden appearance of self-evident beauty.

When does this experience occur, and what does it mean? Here is an example: suppose you are walking home in the rain, your thoughts occupied with your work. The streets and the houses pass by unnoticed; the people, too, pass you by; nothing invades your thinking save your interests and anxieties. Then suddenly the sun emerges from the clouds, and a ray of sunlight alights on an old stone wall beside the road and trembles there. You glance up at the sky where the clouds are parting, and a bird bursts into song in a garden behind the wall. Your heart fills with joy, and your selfish thoughts are scattered. The world stands before you, and you are content simply to look at it and let it be.

Scruton then calls such experiences sacred, and locates the entire discussion of beauty in the sacred realm.

Every now and then, however, we are jolted out of our complacency and feel ourselves to be in the presence of something vastly more significant than our present interests and desires. We sense the reality of something precious and mysterious, which reaches out to us with a claim that is, in some way, not of this world.

I shout “amen” when he claims that when you see the holiness and sacredness of all created things, anything can be, and has been, desecrated.   Scruton calls us to stop desecrating the world, and pursue once again, the beauty of “settled streets, cheerful faces, of natural objects and genial lanscapes.”  That may sound like polyanna, but I know what he means.  Must truth always be ugly?

I just got Scruton’s book simply called Beauty.  This article makes me want to go home and read it.  I’ll let you know when I do.

A long article, but worth the read…

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Musing on Perception

This is the kind of morning on which I wouldn’t normally post.  Because I have things on my mind, mostly related to ontology vs. perception, but who wants to read about that?  Then there are the church issues, but again, who wants to read about that?  So much abstraction in my head while the sun rises regardless of how I perceive it.  Seems to me that while perception is reality from a finite, personal standpoint, I just can’t get over the fact that things are there, and will remain so when I’m long gone.   But like I said, most of us are far too busy to worry about such things.

I’m chewing on a still warm orange cranberry scone, lifting the white paper cup with the black plastic lid to my mouth to chase the chewy bread.  Thick layers of rhythm and percussion mix with heavy covered male vocals, pulse along concrete floors, Ryan and Erin casually talking as the sound of foam heating sizzles.  Just one other patron right now, a woman at the other end of the room, her face propped against her hand as she looks to be working a newspaper puzzle of some kind.   Another bite of scone.  I’m surprised no one else is here, but I cherish the solitude, and this kind of writing, knowing that it’s about the concrete world, it’s about the door opening just now, the 30-something father pushing a stroller with a waking baby struggling to wave a hello, or is it merely a stretch?  The kid’s red hat is a rising dome atop that face o’ cute, his white blanket piled up in his lap like little hills of snow.  Erin and the father chat in that barista-customer intimacy that’s not really intimacy, but so welcome in this world where people spend so much time avoiding each other’s eyes.  And back out the door the Dad and kiddo go, travel mug (from home) steaming, safely tucked into the stroller cup-holder.  Down the sidewalk he wanders, happy as such folks are, sliding out of the frame to left, to be replaced by a woman coming the other way.  The door opens and coffee is poured again.

And so it goes.

We live in a perceived reality that is shaped by both perception and concrete “thereness” that is unconcerned whether or not we ever perceive it or not.   The interaction of physical tissue with the substances I’m introducing–”Body, meet scone and coffee.  Coffee and scone, meet body”–is happening even now, regardless of perception, and yet, the thoughts in my life somehow, imperceptibly, impact that interaction, so again, perception and thought matter.

See, who wants to read this?

But I can’t help but believe in our postmodern age that when we finally face the ontological reality of God’s being, be that whatever it is, our perceptions and the Perceived will finally coincide, and we’ll think, “How surprising.”

How surprising..

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